Saturday, May 9, 2009

NRA



I played with a gun today
I fingered the chunk of metal and plastic

(Straight finger, don't fuck with the trigger)

I held it out, searching for my target
(Don't pussy grab it, make that gun your bitch)
I played with a gun today

I played with a gun today
I loaded the magazine, bullets glimmering
(Push down, then back)
I slammed it home, listening for the click
(Don't do it halfway)

I played with a gun today

I played with a gun today
Gun oil on my fingers and in my nose

(It becomes an aphrodisiac after awhile)

Practicing, practicing, practicing, practicing

(Muscle memory is better than any other)

I played with a gun today


I played with a gun today

Sliding it, hiding it, between my skin and jeans

(Look for that outline, don't show you're packing)

I was wet from the feel of cold against hot

(You're just a dirty whore, aren't you?)

I played with a gun today

I fired a gun today
I wanted it over, I wanted it to end

(You wanted to see to feel his red blood on your face)

I could still feel his dirty hands pawing to be let in
(He won't hurt another little girl ever again)

I fired a gun today

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Lack Of Communication

I am going to have to do some crazy things to get connected to the internet for the next week or so...

I don't even want to think about it.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Every Child Of Satan Needs A Cat

My Demon and I have a new kitten. Yes. You read correctly. We now have a chihuahua and a cat. They hated each other at first. But, as I sit here at the computer desk, both are in my lap and sleeping.

While he is away out of country, I will be keeping this cat on my own for a year. Joy of joys. The task seemed horrid at first, but this little ball of fur has grown on me. He perches on your shoulder like a parrot. And plays with everything. I think it helps that he is a Manx. I like deformed abnormal things.

So, without further ado, this is Reginald/Reggie/Mittens...



Don't worry. We will refrain from getting those gay "this is our family" stickers for the back of our vehicles.



Who the fuck does this?

Going Through My Old Files...

I found this...



When I was an architecture student, this was my last project. Or at least, part of it. I spent hours putting in the dimensions and measurements of Louis Kahn's Salk University on the computer so that I could pull it apart and dissect it, forming my own analysis. Then I had to design a building that somehow represented the same ideas that Kahn was attempting to put forth.

I actually enjoyed this project. Although the labor intensive hours were hard on my back, eyes, and mind.

I'm glad I still have this copy.