I May Love This Man

I admire Hoppy.

It's Been Awhile

I have refrained, as of late, with my postings. Why? Mainly because of my mood and attitude. I have not been the world's most cheery person recently, and I hate to inflict that kind of negativity into the world. God knows, there is enough in existence already.

But I have felt... empty. Sad. Alone. Other words that impress upon the reader of a child sitting in the rain on a dirty street, feet in a puddle, face in hands, head lowered, and crying. And writing things and publishing them here only makes me dwell on that negative feeling.

So I stopped writing. At least on here. Because, let's all be honest, if I ever completely stopped writing, I'm fairly certain I would perish. And it's just not time for that yet. So I write on napkins, and used envelopes, sometimes in my journals. But almost everything recently I write is something I wish to throw away so I don't have to look at it again.

More or less, just get it out, then it's on paper. It no longer resides inside of me, and I don't have to deal with it.

Life trudges on. Even when all seems hopeless. Hopefully I find my foothold I'm searching so hard for soon. Until then, kids, wait for me.

Church Signs

Normally, I hate church signs. They are preachy and self righteous, and the most they can do is irritate. But on my way back to Murfreesboro from my parents' house, I saw one that I liked. Maybe because it had nothing to do with God, but whatever.

What you love and what you hate shows the world who you are.

And I like that. So now I will go into a long rambling discussion about my likes and dislikes. Then you (the blog world) will know who I am.

I love:
-Simplicity
-Peace and Quiet
-Trees
-The Outdoors
-Old Country Houses
-Writing
-Reading
-Swimming
-The Feel of Freshly Dried Laundry
-The Feel of Grass on My Bare Feet
-Going Barefoot
-Enjoying a Glass of Wine
-Laughing with My Friends
-Planning My Future
-Holding a Baby
-Myself

I hate:
-People Who Speak in the Third Person
-Sorority Girls
-Society
-Most People
-Organized Religion
-Not Being With the Person I Love
-Feeling Empty
-Taking My Pills
-My Body
-Living in A City
-The Self Righteous
-Kool Aid

These lists will most likely be altered over the next couple of days. Keep checking in.

Tact

I'm glad the card companies are finally being very specific about what their cards are intended for...

Apology

If I have ever let you down - I am sorry.
If I have ever disappointed you - forgive me.
I am not the best person.
But I'll keep trying.