And I do not know what it is.
Every now and then I get these feelings, these feelings of longing and emptiness. Sometimes they are triggered. Sometimes they just occur.
But I am deep inside one of those moments now. It kills my motivation and initiative. I want to give up on life and my goals and everyone around me. I want to lock myself away from people.
With each episode that comes and goes, lasting longer it seems each time, I start to wonder...
What if one day, it never goes away?